I love

life right now. I don't think of grades...but school is great. I think I did really well on my Chemistry test. I finished my Lit speech and I had no optionals today. Philippines is so close...that I can smell it. I can't wait.



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I've been way too patient with you. At one point I spent my whole time on YOU. If 3 years isn't patient...then I don't know what patient is. It all started in 8th grade. Freshmen year came around...and as the year went on we started growing apart. Sophomore year we had no talk whatsoever. At the end of that school year...its like you came back. Then this year was the closest to 8th grade. And now I give up. I talked to you a few times and I just rub you off like any other person thats not worth noticing. I'm done. Your the best and I love you. :D Have fun with the rest of your life...with out me in it.

Hopefully this is the last time I post something like this.

"You might not be for everybody, BUT your here for somebody."

I guess your not the one.
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I miss

my parents...and my house. :( School is blah.



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So, what I said down there about being the funny person. Uhhh Idk anymore. I TRY...but you brush me off. Others try and easily...your there. I try harder...and nothing. But...those others happen to be my bestfriends. And so...we can't hate each other...so all that hate moves over to you. But then me liking you cancels that hate...and then I'm confused. Your great...no doubt about it. So yeah.

Jealously is killer. I want that out of my life. But you provide it for me.

"You might not be for everybody, BUT your here for somebody."

So even if you think I'm not for you, I'll always be here for you. :D
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Saturday

is regular...then we ate at Megans house. After Earl, Matthew, and Marc A left it was just me and Marc C. So I went home. And before I got on the freeway there there was a hot asian chick ,maybe early 20s, in a black Lexus behind me. So when I got on the freeway...she went on the lane next to me and she looked at me while biting her lip. (that part I still can't believe) and so I looked at her. Maybe cause i was looking fly haha I had my stunnas on with a black long sleeve and a pink tie...and she looked at me...and went faster...so I went faster...then we raced on the freeeway. :D but then...traffic in my lane got congested and she got ahead. :( Then I exited. haha idk what to do anymore...my moms going to south coast plaza. So yeah.

Today and yesterday

was regular. Yeah. haha Well I went to my gramps house last night and stayed over cause my mom is at work and they don't want me to sleep at home by myself. haha So no internet. :( Yeahhhhh. Clipps lost last night. Good job Danielle, but we'll show you guys that we're better next time. ;D BTW: she was my lab partner in labs today and all she did was say that she has to pee. and I did all the work cause I'm WAYYYYY smarter then her. :) haha yeahhh dawg....IDK what else to say.


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Nuffing to say. :D Your that funny annoying person thats not a guy in my life that I always needed. haha

"You might not be for everybody, BUT your here for somebody."

So even if you think I'm not for you, I'll always be here for you. :D
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Sooo

today was a sad day. My dad went to P.I. and I won't see him for maybe 2 weeks or so? I cryed while driving to school. :P haha kinda lame I know. Its only for 2 weeks! So yeah...school was same ol'. Today was going great...haha You just being with me makes me have a great day. And then after...I went to put gas and went to do hw and my grandparents house. at about 6 I went back to school to watch the boys JV basketball play. They killed 39-11. And then I figured out it was only pre-season. -_______- haha oh well! Then I got home...and my mood changed. I just didnt feel like doing anything. My dad changes the mood here at home. And when I wake up tomorrow...he'll prolly be landing. Maybe. And now I feel better.




So yeah, we had our times...and I loved it. You make my day this /_________________________________/ much better. :) But then when I felt like shit awhile ago...I was looking for you to make me feel better...but you were no where to be found. But then again, you prolly dont think of me that way. So Idk. Well I got to "Read ahead." so that I can become smart. :D