Saturday

nights are the best. But all I have to say is that was a weak shot to my heart girl. It was a online action...which is really lame but that hurt. But I really can't talk to my guy friends about it cause your close to them too. So I'm glad that Claudine Alexis Marinas talked to me. Thanks lots. :D

Soooo

Today was so-so. Nothing much. I watched a whole bunch of movies in my classes this week. haha But yeah...watched the boys varsity basketball game...and they lost. :( But the girls won tonight. haha Good job! I took the Chem test that I was 25-75% on. haha 25% being the part that I'm sure of. And then we had drill. Everyone came today and we had a full team....for a few minutes. -____- then Ferrenstein had to leave. haha We were so productive...if we have more practices like that then I would be glad to stay. Read that part CHANDLER! haha yeahhhh. Then I hung out in Marcs car. Danielle came later...we just chilled. She left...me and Marc hung out for awhile. Mikey Aka comes and Larry later. And we just chill in Marcs car. We go outside and look for ways to go inside the gym without paying. haha and we did. Thanks to Zach. but yeahhh anyways. The girls led at the half 37-0. The thing that made it fun was when Adam bet Kevin Loyola that the team will score a point in the 1st half for $2. And Adam lost. 2nd half came around and they decide to do the bet again. But the first possesion the other team gets a shot. So Adam gets his money back. haha Mikey Aka is the funniest mother ever dude! haha told me these jokes: I know their racist but I'm sure it will make you laugh.

A Hatian man walks into a building.........and the building collapses.

What are the Hatians favorite dance move? Raising the roof

Why do black people smell so bad? So blind people can hate them too.

haha ohhh gayyy I can't remember the other ones but damn they were freakin' funny.

Half-Half

Stayed at home the whole morning. Cleaning and everything. :/ But then I went to target to look for a Ipod case. But their so expensive. The cheapest was $30. Uhhhh no. haha Then met up with Marc at Nubi and was surprised when he came with a shoulder thing for his arm. haha Found out what happened. Sorry man. But we just hung out at Nubi. It was $1 for as much as you can stuff but that dollar goes to Haiti. Good cause. :D Then Tofu and Edmund came. Angela and Mymy followed. We got our stuff and started talking and what not. Then all of a sudden Ralph, Alec, Michelle, Onofre, and Erin come. And Adam Hong came after. haha We went to KB homes after and played ball with Martin, Larry, JD, Samuel, and Mikey. We later went to Mikeys house. And Christian met us there. We just chilled and stuff. Then we went our ways. Got home and did whatever. Then we get a call that the burglar alarm went off at the Bajets house. So we go there and we didnt know that Chelsea was here. haha And we found out that she forgot to turn off the alarm and she opened the door. -_____- So the po-po came and my dad told them that its ok. And now I'm home and gonna do my hw later. haha

Good day

Woke up...had to wake up early...cause I had to go drop off some flowers for Valentines day to my aunt. Went to church. No one was there cause the pathfinder choir went to Mo Val church. I hung out with Brent. Later Josh came. Then Ryan and Dale came later. So we just chilled up stairs during Grove. Steven came later. We talked and stuff until church was done. Went to eat at lolas house. Dropped her off at church and waited for my quartet practice to start. Stayed at church for awhile then went to Mikeys house and waited for Marc to quickly drop off his mom and switch cars.
Went to Alexas house after. We stayed there for a few minutes then we decided to go get a movie at blockbuster. We went...and later Fern called me and said he was at Boba. So we met up there. And then Fern decided to just come with us and Larry is gonna go drop off the rest of his friends. We got outside...then we saw Greg and Chandler. We're like "Lets say high!" They pull up next to us and they roll down the window and start shooting us with their airsofts. Marc, Alexa, and Jane run to Marcs car while Greg is chasing them. Larry comes out of no where and was like "Hurry! Go to my car!" haha and so we do...but then I run to Marcs car. We go back to Alexas house. Ferrenstein calls and says that they got Chandler in the face with Larrys MP5. haha So we just chill there for awhile. And then Ferrenstein comes in... with Larrys MP5 and Alexas dad is there just staring. So we just hang out and Alexa goes in the kitchen. She comes back and tell Ferrenstein to put the gun outside cause her dad and Alexa went to the back and Greg and Chandler saw them and didnt know that it was Alexas dad and just started shooting. So Alexas dad told them to go home. haha Kyle and Joaquin come and Marc leaves to go to Chinese church. Larry and Max come later. We eat and watch the All-star stuff. Then we just talked and chilled...looked at the old yearbooks and laugh at each other...wrestling and giving wedgies till someones underwear rips. haha Then Kyle has to go drop off his bros, Larry has to go celebrate Chinese new year with fam, and Max just leaves. Alexa has to go drop off Jane at home and it gets awkward cause its me, Fern, Matthew, and Joaquin. Joaquin leaves...and so I have to drop off Fern at Bryn Mawr to Aldrichs house and drop Zabala off at church. Well thats my story. The end. :D


Matthew, I told you and you are right. All she cares about is herself. BUT, I can't help it. 3 fucking years man.

Goodthing

I don't keep anything bad in my room. haha You know why? Cause I came home to my mom cleaning my room. But theres one thing that I will always keep no matter what. This birthday card a friend gave me to a long while back. A very good friend...probably the best. :( But yeahhh...regular day. Played ball during lunch...Guarding Isaiah and then he shot the ball, I didnt jump and his shoulder hit my chin and I bit my tongue. It was bleeding like crazy. haha It wouldnt stop. So I had to go to the nurse. But yeah...optionals and for once Justin beat me in a Chem test. :D haha good for him. Labs was really fast...and Donnie was my partner. Played ball for a LONG time after. Played 1 vs. 1 against Larry. Owned him 5-1 first game...then 2nd game I lost 7-9. haha I need to work on stamina. That will kill me. But now I'm stuck doing hw. I had to go buy a compass cause the one that I BORROWED FROM NADINNE...Justin took and doesnt want to give it back cause he can't go to the store as easily as I can. -______- haha Its ok.


You know...I don't know if it's even me. Someone tell me that its me please? Or if its not? So I can stop getting so worried?

Happy 48th birthday to my Dad. :D

We went to Miyagi's and freakin got owned. haha Oh mannn am I full. And I come home to a Literature and Geometry test looking at me. Gayy. But whatever. I'll fail I guess. I got a 25/30 on my chem test. Its whatever. I'm not that satisfied but its better then a C or something.


Like what I said...I really wanna come back but for some reason...I can't even look at you straight in the eye. I did that once today and your eyes just seem to glitter. haha God your so beatiful. And to know that I messed up BIG time sucks. Maybe its better off that way? Hopefully one day......one day.

I feel

accomplished. All I have to do now is to study for history. I finished my Lit worksheet, geometry, studying for Chem. haha And its only 8!!! Amazing. And then if I finish studying, I'll do my bible markings until my hand falls off.

You know..."Us" is such a huge word for me. When you say "Us" it makes me think of me and you. Which I wish happened. But unfortunately not... A few days/weeks/months ago I really thought our friendship was at its fullest...I made some decisions that will...benefit isn't the word cause in a way I don't benefit. A guy with you in his life is ALWAYS a lucky guy. But you know...benefit me in a way that will give my heart a break. Now its back to like we just met and are shy around each other. I wanna come back. :'( I really do........

haha

I'm such a fail. I have to memorize the 2nd stanza for Lit, start my geometry hw, finish my beliefs worksheet, and review my history all by atleast 10:30. Which is not gonna happen. cause its 9:31. Oh well! haha I'll figure something out. Its half-day tomorrow and I'm gonna study my ass off for the Chem and History test on Tuesday. Gayyyyy but I have to do it. I did absolutely nothing today. haha I watched youtube videos for most of the morning...then went to go pick up my gramps meds and then went to pick him up at church and headed to their house. Taught my grandma how to use her new cellphone. :P haha and then dropped oranges off at my cousins house. Watched the superbowl there and finished it at my house. Good job to the Saints. They deserved that win. I'm procrastinating so much. I hate it but idk.

Oh gahd....

HOW I MISSED YOU OHH SO MUCH. ;D

yup

I'm tired of talking about all this bullshit. haha So yeah. You know...friends will be there and make you happy...but COUSINS are still better. My cousins totally just made my day. haha

great day

I'm not sleepy. So I'm laying on my bed typing this on my itouch. But idk who started talking to who. Buut when I talked to you for the first time in weeks got me really excited and happy. My whole world just turned around. Like no joke. I really missed you anf your voice. I see some stuff and I'm not sure it's me. I try to deny it and say it's not me. But there's some stuff that sound exactly what we are going through but then there's one or two that just doesn't seem to fit with what I'm thinking about. It's like you have a child... But your not 100% it's yours. Haha watched Maury since I was little. But anyways... Yeah. Hopefully we can get back on track and fix our relationship.